This is a humble prayer to the God, which come out of me through my deepest fear.
It has been tough for me to realize that I have been witnessing a similar pattern of circumstances in last so many years. I do not know if the circumstances were so tough for me to handle I choose to behave cowardly. I could not handle the pressure and each time I decided to make an easy escape. I never realized that this easy escape is going cost me more in the future. Every easy escape led to similar kind of situations in future and each time the intensity was harder and tougher. I now realize that I might have already made these easy exits thrice in last seven or eight years and each time I have paid back more than the last time. I might have also thought in the past that leaving things in middle and starting new ventures was a way to cherish my freedom. But this freedom seems to be little more costly that I expected it to be. Now I can foresee the pattern repeating itself yet again in my life. I am too scared this time and I am also not yet prepared to discuss or reveal these patterns to anyone. But I see a ray of hope within me because I have already identified the pattern and realized life wants to me to finish what I started in the past. Life wants me to learn my lessons properly. Life is giving me yet another opportunity and this time the opportunity is bigger than any other opportunity life has given in past. I wish and pray to God that he would guide me though this opportunity the coming years and not allow my fear and pride to take over me and God please ensure that I do make an easy escape from this opportunity this time. Help me to learn my lesson and pass the exam of life with a distinction.
I am a great admirer of LIFE and I wish everyone best of luck in the exam of Life.
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